Hostage

I am a hostage in my own mind
And with rose-colored eyes
I ignored all the signs
So it’s you and I
And anything to bring this back to life
Am I a fool for wishful thinking
When all I know just fades to black?
Am I a slave to the nostalgia?
Am I convinced I’ll get it back?

I can’t help it if you left me bitter
Killed the light I tried to see
Maybe it’s the feeling like I’ve tried and tried
And never got the chance to speak
I can’t help it
If my heart will let me down again
A photo-finish fitting end
I can’t help it if “I’m sorry” is not enough

I swear to god I’m feeling empty
The part of mе you held onto
But I found room to grow
Where my hеart used to hold you
Was it an honest mistake?
It’s too late now to save face

I can’t help it if you left me bitter
Killed the light I tried to see
Maybe it’s the feeling like I’ve tried and tried
And never got the chance to speak
I can’t help it
If my heart will let me down again
A photo-finish fitting end
I can’t help it if “I’m sorry” is not enough

Was it an honest mistake?
It’s too late now to save face

I can’t help it if you left me bitter
Killed the light I tried to see
Maybe it’s the feeling like I’ve tried and tried
And never got the chance to speak
I can’t help it
If my heart will let me down again
A photo-finish fitting end
I can’t help it if “I’m sorry” is not enough