S.T.A.Y. (Still Think About You)

Man there were no days here I didn't think
And there were those nights I couldn't sleep
Yeah there were some times I couldn't keep
Myself from breaking down again
Man you were more than just my friend
Is this the way it's supposed to
Ended up losing touch
But never losing the love
Man I'm all screwed up
It gets tough I don't know who to trust
I know I fucked up, we all fucked up
But who are you to judge
Man it's just so sad I can't imagine
What could've happened to us
I swear it's been a real hard time
Without you by my side
I've been trying to heal
Apologize and put my pride aside
But I'm still from the north side
Hope I can be forgiven
I still got your F.O.E. life, though it's been a minute
Since I got to see you
Even in my darkest time
I still think about you
I couldn't get you off my mind
Especially on those lonely nights
What I would do to have you by my side
Time passed by, no it don't rewind
Can't take back the things that we did
It's in your eyes and I apologize I put my pride aside
Picked up the phone I just wanna make it right
Put in some time man
There'll be no crying
I let you down I know
There's no denying
The bond we share
Nothing compares no
Just call on me when you need and I'll be there
Even in my darkest times
I couldn't get you off my mind
Especially on those lonely nights
What I would do to have you by my side
Things just ain't the same without you
Made moves wasn't good without you
Couldn't understand, wasn't in my plans
Acting like I wasn't thinking about you
Can you take me back to better days
Now what I've thought were separate ways
But I know this love will always
This love will always
But please forgive me for my mistakes
I'm choosing loving over hate
How many years it's gon' take
How many hearts we gon' break
For the times, the times that you cried
And I cried, I smiled when you smiled
I still think about you
Even in my darkest times
I couldn't get you off my mind
Especially on those lonely nights
What I would do to have you by my side
You know I've been down to ride for ya
I'll always stay down to slide for ya
Regardless of the things that were said and done
I still think about you
Dear God, I'm writing this song for my family
I pray that you keep us together
Cause losing them feels like I'm losing your touch
And I'm losing my sanity
Still I smile to keep me from crying
But it gets heavy from holding the tears
So many things changed over the years
Nothing could take the place having you here
One chance, one chance to get you to stay
Tell you my faults won't fall if I'm grace and give you my all
Unlearn from mistakes, take up all the pain
Store it up inside of me
Put your trust, confide in me
When life doesn't turn out and I'm burnt out
Pray that you stay steadily bringing out the light in me
Even in my darkest times
I couldn't get you off my mind
Especially on those lonely nights
What I would do to have you by my side