Forsaken (feat. Young C)

Lord have you forsaken me
Or maybe I ain't ready for who you making me
Every day I'm faced with another choice
I pray when I hear your voice
Respond faithfully
Patiently you wait for me
I can't fill that vacancy
That lately I been feeling
On my heart heavy
Carry my crossover
Like I'm Stephon Marbury
I tried to bury all the thoughts
That keep me from hearing you clearly
In doing good
You told us don't get weary
Forgive me for being teary eyed
Loneliness a lack of holiness
And I went through homelessness
Imagine what I feel inside
You told me you would provide
For every need you would supply
I know it ain't flesh and blood
I wrestle with the other side
Tryna drive off the Cliff
Couldn't have made on my own
And that reminds me who I'm with
When I feel like the burden to heavy
Know he won't let me fall
To the things that I'm up against
For the weak I'll be the strength
What's up

Yeah
I tell them all I'm fine I got the Lord now
Knowing I that I don't spend time
I'd rather scroll down
Knowing that I wont leave pride
I want my own crown
Knowing if they look inside
They'll see this poor child
Thinking that I'm in my prime
I HOPE that folks see
Pray but feel like I'm drose
I'm down on both knees
Getting full on lust and hate
And yet I chew more
Starving but my flesh still ate
Like I got 2 4s
I fade away and pray I'm not forsaken
When I try to run
I turn my head towards you
Just to see you chasing
You been providing
Yet I'm not complacent
I been standing on your word get fatigued
And now my legs are shaking
They all complain
You should've came sooner
Steady telling me I'm growing
But it feel like I'm a late bloomer
We're going higher
And the prayers prove it
I keep measuring success
But I'm doing it with their rulers
Still you say I'm here you never left me
Trying to give you my fears
Will they accept me
They love the dark and hate the son
They miss the best thing
Looking hard to find the one
But ain't no jet li's
No neos misdirect me
They so sick
They say you don't exist
Until that breath cease
His presence is the blessing
And in his presence I forever belong
He always with me I'm never alone
Yeah