i don't know if that will help

When nothing’s working as expected
I fall into despair
I curse the Earth and all its creatures
Convinced my life’s unfair

When nothing’s going as I planned it
I lose the will to try
I throw my hands up in surrender
And weep until I’m dry

Maybe I’m not the best example
For dealing with your pain
I never let it overcome me
I feel it over and over again

I’ve never done what I was told to
Even things I tell myself
I’ve considered seeking counsel
But I don’t know if that will help