Wish I Was Dead

Yeah, I look afraid
And you don't wanna know
The shit I been through
It's messing with my head, until this day
Dreaming of my saint, I know that you're here
I wish that you could always hear me clear

I see the time, it's almost up
My life is done, yeah, so much fun
I wish you were here, always forever
Love you my dear, yeah, always forever

And I don't wanna be alone
I like being my own
It's so annoying, when I wish I was with you
It's so funny how it goes
And still I'm loving you
At the same time I wanna be all by myself

Got my mental on the low
Wish I could just fix it, before I get with you
Hope you understand, yeah, I overthink
Got me on my mind, Yeah my thoughts just fucking sink