I love the pain

I can't control my emotions
I lose my focus
It all happens when I cry
my tears have dried up
I take all the blame
I love it
I love to feel the pain in my body
i love the pain (ohh)

mom
I have something to say
I'm sorry but I love the pain
tears, always on my face
but nowadays there is no trace
god take me to hell
oh mom
i have something to say
i love the pain, i love the pain
i love the pain
i lose my brain
i lose my brain, yeah