Roadside Flowers (Voicenote)

[Verse 1]
I'm waterboarding myself again
Playing everything back in the shower
You're on your way to her neighbourhood
You take your pick of the roadside flowers
I was your crash test dummy
I took a dive through the windscreen, it's no big deal
And now you're finally clean of me
I guess you figured it out

[Chorus]
Loving you was easy till it got hard
Then I lost you like a kid in a ballpark
Now you're with somebody that you wanna take dancing
That you make out with in the back of the cinema
How can I get used to this?
I miss you so much, it makes me sick
How can I get used to this?

[Verse 2]
I was the dress rehearsal, babe
And she's the Hollywood Bowl on closing night
And now you're dressing all cool
Since when did you give a shit about style?
And I would have died for this version of you
And I would have died

[Chorus]
Loving you was easy till it got hard
Then I lost you like a kid in a ballpark
Now you're with somebody that you wanna take dancing
That you make out with in the back of the cinema
How can I get used to this?
I miss you so much, it makes me sick
How can I get used to this?

[Bridge]
Die, da-da-die, da-da-die-die-die
Die, da-da-die, da-da-die-die-die-die

[Chorus]
Loving you was easy till it got hard
Then I lost you like a kid in a ballpark
Now you're with somebody that you wanna take dancing
That you make out with in the back of the cinema
How can I get used to this?
I miss you so much, it makes me sick
How can I get used to this?