Payday

[Verse 1: Ilockey]
Now I don’t know exactly why I write or what motivates me
Maybe because of my pain maybe one more heart-break
All I know what I see – How paper is fading
But want to see part of people when they all start clapping
Thank god I can’t write all my heart cuz now I know there is a lot to find
If I write I go faint if I don’t, I will almost die
It feels like I am on a rope I need to keep balance
I don’t even want to think if I lose what will happen
I do know why I’m here shit reason reached my ear
But it doesn’t carry fear which causes a sharp tear
I am a sleeping river and can wake up year on year
Why I am alive, is clear cuz I’m fed up by tributaries of inspiration
Unfortunately, only God’s left in my heart from the deep affection
I make myself funny in fact I see my sad reflection
I thought I’d been a good actor till the time came for action
God do you still love me, despite my sins? – Silence gives consent

[Chorus}
Today is your payday
There is no other way
You borrow you must pay
Tomorrow will be late
Why are you afraid
Don’t dare to run away
Once I was your mate
Till you made a mistake

[Verse 2: Ilockey]
I see the only relationship between my paper and my pencil
I am jealous of them but this sense let my words write what they feel
These hands do bad things and then their fingers hug each other strongly to apologize to lord for what they did
To prove that their owner still remember you, forgive them, please!
Hypocritical rivals force me to love my haters and advise them to hate me
They call me a daydreamer cuz I still dream of eagle with wings
Inspiration comes from pains, scars and hate. These are what I see
Curse is so close to me I beg mum to pray for her kids
I am doomed cuz they see the dark side of my mind
I’ve lost rhymes but I won’t die, till I am alive
If mum is crying a river of tears flows to the lost life
But she can’t guess the curse is a gift from my haters, I wish her without teary eyes
Only the thing I wanna inherit from my father is the respect for mother
I am not going to offer them neither one cheek nor another
Anymore. Enough, I am looking at my dispersed scars it’s time to gather
I am fed up and will be thankful if God bless you brother

[Chorus}
Today is your payday
There is no other way
You borrow you must pay
Tomorrow will be late
Why are you afraid
Don’t dare to run away
Once I was your mate
Till you made a mistake

[Verse 3: Ilockey]
God gifted mum with sons as a sword of revenge
I don’t try to be a good guy I am just fed up with lies
Sometimes I am a social critic just like Charles Dickens
While I wanna be a wolf when I see so many chickens
I like when I stay in my small room lonely and rap my sense is too strong
I feel like I am on a stage in fact here is only wooden floor
I see the big audience but I am surrounded by the walls
And only hear clapping of my brother listening to my song
Shut up motherfuckers don’t try to focus on my past
I see a pang of jealousy deep inside of your heart
This is what makes me laugh what teaches me not to trust
My paper blunts your knife fuckin kept in your mind
If mum is smiling 2 children thank God for the plight they are in
If the face is lying, the eagle’s eyes try to be as red as bloody wine
I wish I was blind, live without light, not to suffer from this spite
But only closing eyes doesn’t help my scars cuz this is Dante Aleghieri’s hell in my life

[Chorus}
Today is your payday
There is no other way
You borrow you must pay
Tomorrow will be late
Why are you afraid
Don’t dare to run away
Once I was your mate
Till you made a mistake
This is your payday
There is no other way
We’ve come here to get paid
Tomorrow will be late
I see you are afraid
Don’t dare to run away
Once I was your mate
Till you left me in a cage

This is your payday