Amanda's Tale

It's a little hurtful that I can't just be confident and
In being with one person
That I gotta look over my shoulder
Looking at these girls on Instagram and
It's hard sometimes because I don't have all that that they have
And the sex has become my superpower
It's like sex is where I, I'm finding my worth
You know it's, that's the one thing that I know
I can make you keep coming back to me
But at the end of the day
Even if you don't really want me, I know you gon' want that
In one way it's empowering, in another it's, it's sad
I feel moments of sadness knowing that, you know
Just me alone and who I am is not enough

[Interludio: Amanda Henderson]
Es un poco doloroso que yo no pueda solo estar segura en... en estar con otra persona, que tenga que mirar por sobre mi hombro
Mirando a estas otras chicas en Instagram y... es difícil a veces porque no tengo todo eso que ellas tienen
Y el sexo se ha convertido en mi superpoder
Es como que, el sexo es donde yo... yo estoy encontrando mi valor
Tú sabes que es... eso еs lo único con lo que sé que puedo hacеrte volver a mí
Pero, al final del día, incluso aunque tú realmente no me quieras, yo sé que vas a querer eso
De cierta forma es empoderador, de otra es triste
Siento momentos de tristeza sabiendo que, ya sabes, solo yo y quien soy no es suficiente