Fuck Up

[Hook]
Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life
There ain't too many things that I've done right
And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife
But until then I'm just livin' my life
Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up x2
I've fucked up

[Verse 1]
Real deal thoroughbred used to have a life of crime
Graduated now they pay your boy just to write a rhyme
My best isn't enough so I tend to not give a fuck
Only got one life to live and I reckon - I live it up
And I'm a dog, griding to keep me on the leash
Listen y'all, inside it's all lies and little peace
With world full of bonies and fuckin these different kind of people
I guess it's sad to say, there's a necessary evils
This girl is in my ear and she's begging me just to leave
All the sudden my ability to think is leaving me
And I know I'm fucked up and I know I ain't livin' right
But tell the truth y'all, I may never get it right

[Hook]
Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life
There ain't too many things that I've done right
And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife
But until then I'm just livin' my life
Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up x2
I've fucked up

[Verse 2]
It's only homies callin' me, man I swear they like to talk
Treat 'em like me texts now, all I do is write 'em up
Finally got a going man, I finally got a budget
But wouldn't a got it if my attitude was not rugged
So I'm drunk all out in public, stumblin' in oversteps
It's ten in the morning and I ain't been to sleep yet
And I'm still drinking, I got a meeting right around noon
Walking in with shoey and I'm high as a balloon
Woah, I can't believe it I get paid to write songs
I've been never wrong/right but I've been right/wrong
Take me out in public, I'll embarrass your ass
I'm a real deal piece of american trash

[Hook]
Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life
There ain't too many things that I've done right
And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife
But until then I'm just livin' my life
Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up x2
I've fucked up

[Verse 3]
Dark rooms and long nights, them really long nights
We've been doing wrong things lately but it's alright
Grew around the sinners that just really want to win
So everytime I get a chance, fuck I'm going in
There's no need to pretend, fuck it let's go again
Refuse to leave a conversation with an open in
I've never been a bully, I bully bullies in back
My mind's scatterbrain that isn't fully in tact
Forgive me how I talk, I might come up progressive
But just speak direct when you speak in my direction
I don't wanna talk circles to pretend to be friends
I'm any day away from jumping off the deep end
And meanwhile my career, they say it's blowin' up
Everytime I drop a track, now them people going nuts
Meanwhile this life is can of worms and it just opened up
Finally get rid of all the fucks that tried to hold me up
I got a publicist now, man I've been loving it
But I don't think she really knows with who she's fuckin' with
Cause I when I get fucking rich, I bet I'm gon' fuck up shit
Get on interviews and I bet I say the dumbest shit
Bet the record label hates everyone I'm runnin' with
I'mma blow wall for bunch of money for the fuck of it
Hey, look I needed this, sometimes I just need to vent
This is therapeutic music, every verse are we on it

[Hook]
Cause I've been a fuck up my whole damn life
There ain't too many things that I've done right
And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife
But until then I'm just livin' my life
Yes I'm just a fuck up, yes I'm just a fuck up x2
I've fucked up