Dress Up

Let me rot
Far away from home
Well the dreams
Bring up
Crazy things
Thinking bout your ex
How he still holds
On to your neck
Always and forever
Know its sorta
Outta my place
To have yall in my head
Always feel like I came in second
Like your his still
Sometimes I can still see you
Laying on his chest
Never mine
Remember all the story's
Of you
Catering to him
Never mine
You'd get down to your skin
Playing dress up
Always
Where was I
Maybe its the jealousy
swear it is
But
I still wish I'd died
Now I cant take this heartache
You left my body rotting
My mind deduced to nothing
My love for you unending
Still
Sometimes I wish that you would come back
Home
I know I hurt you baby
Hurt our home
The darkness I was bringing
Pain I'd sewn
To our relationship
Nah
I'm not sorry
Well the dreams
Bring up
Crazy things
Remembering that text
Bumble bees
And pretty shit
I wish that I was dead
Know its sorta
Outta my place
To have it in my head
Still I feel got nothing left
My only friends this tab
Sometimes I can still see you
Laying on his chest
Never mine
Remember all the story's
Of you
Catering to him
Never mine
You'd get down to your skin
Playing dress up
Always
Where was I
Maybe its the jealousy
swear it is
But
I still wish Id died
Gone back to heaven
Reborn
In a different time
One hit of your pen
And I'm back
In the blink of time
Wishing I was him
The affection
He got
Never I
Drinking til the sun comes
Up
Let my body rot
Inseminate you
Every night
He'd serenade you
And you do back
Insipid
Your tastes
The way
They never last
Oh
Anxiety attacks
Thinking your back
But just to get your stuff
Now
How'm I gonna
Forget this shit
Move on and find love
Now
Oh
That's the trick
But every time I start feeling bliss
It ends
And I'm lost here
In my room
I don't know what else to do
Drinking
Thinking
I need you
Forget
All you always do
How I got in this position
How i fucked my goddamn
Shit in
Thinking
This was what was fate
I
Displaced
All my damn emotions
And I rot
For it
I decomp
Out in the forest
Me and my friends
Our hearts stop
In an instant
Cause love
And drugs
Ruined me
Melted my mind
Away
In an instant
Cause love and drugs
Ruined me
Melted my mind away
Selfish art
I love the life
But fucks up my mind
Oh
Still see tracers
From past adventures
I had had