You Remind me

I know it's getting late - I probably need to crash
So I'm speeding up the whip and I'm heating up my gas
Swerving left, feeling right with my feet up on the dash
Losing all control, shit I flip the ABS
And I suffer off the surface so I take bout eighty meds
I be feeling nothing but my mind be facing death
And my homies see me slumping' so they give me fake respect
Then we watch another pass on, what the fuck did yall expect
Wasn't always sober
Use to party every day so much drinking that my liver would decay
Chronic anxiety wasted away all of May
Binge drinking putting my life in fucking disarray
Hungover in the bed where I would lay
I would always relapse
Into a Momentary lapse
Of pushing to the max
Alcohol poisoning attacks
Was a train falling off tracks
Every day was a fucking time to time to relax

Had a lot of suicidal moments
Didn't know how to cope
Was depressed, eyes-rolling
one time, round my neck there was a rope
My life was slowly unfolding
Declining down a steep slope
Numb stress with dope
Drugs would Instill, a way to kill
The time and chill, pop a perc or pill
Had a void to fill, kitchen counter liquor spill
Afford the bill, nigga I didn't have that skill
Didn't find success until I become sober
Now the only time to drink is October
I still have pictures in my folder
Of when I was young and DUMB, now I'm wiser and older
Budweiser, there was no way I could control her
Now the other half of my life can fold over