Keep Going on (feat. K9)

At this stage in my life
I should be caking ah lie ?
I should be acting my age I should be taking a wife
instead I'm taking a dice shaking it twice
nah I'm taking the piss Cah man are still out ere taking a risk
for the sake of the kids put it all on the line
one mistake it's a myth but it's all in the mind
nah it's all in the grind
your rewarded in time
it's written in the stars and my planets align
but is it all in design but I talking bout Klein
I'm talking about poverty war and the crime
talking about theb walls it's important to climb
it's just thoughts on my mind
words of the page
sort of like wine but I get worser with age
Nah I'm taking the Mick Hope you taking me in
yeah I took couple hits but took it straight to the chin
and it's straight from the heart that's how I'm able to win

I've been on the hustle All my life had troubled but I've strived
and I make it through the pain
Im putting my emotions to the side stay focused on the grain
theres so many moves to make
so am I keep going on I'm a keep going strong
I know i can't lose the game

Just smoking grade
blowing the haze
Like a boat or a plane
my troubles floating away
My auntie told me to pray keep the vultures at bay
told me hold the faith thats how a soldier is made
Now that's the quote of the day
Theme of the month
so this time next year my team be leading up front
Either you gives our share or man ah eating your lunch
and it ain't just London I've got people in cunch
Bristol Nottingham Leeds are you dumb
10 toes two feet catch me on my ones
in ah the peakest of slums
taking pics with the babies and speaking to mums
peeps and my duns
Weed in with my lungs
gal in my bed got her speaking in tongues
we beat like a gun
then the evening is done
wake up in the morning then I'm greeting the sun
give tanks for my daughter's and tree of my sons

But they can't walk where I tred
it's just thoughts in my head
to get all of my chest
sometimes I talk to the dead
I know is warped what I said
but there's more to be dread
I got the call and I fled
to the hospital ward..
my mum was all in the bed
she wasn't drawing no breathe
this ain't story I read I saw it raw in the flesh
yeah spirit was gone
I was more than a mess
you can call me depressed or you can call it a test
You can call it what you want but don't call me unless
Coz in the end you find out who can truly call friends
so when the night time comes
I conversate with my mum
asking her to watch over me and forgives all my wrongs
I know I can forget the past but I forgive you
and I'm letting go of the last issues
memories of the last time that I laughed with you
Got my bro to say a prayer now I know Allah's with you