Hostage

I'm a Hostage

No

Help Me

I'm a hostage in my own head
I beat the shit, out of myself every night thinking about every fight I start, every pointless argument

What did I do?
Who can I trust?

I can't free myself from this shit

For every time I wouldn't shut my mouth, til it made you leave
Man I wish I could stop feelin' like this, with everything in me

I used to say that you were bathing in sin, well I'm drowning in it
I'm useless, I've got no luck
Too gone, I'm so fucked

Let me rest til my thoughts cease
No more goals I can't achieve
No more promises I can't keep
I don't wanna breathe, I don't wanna see

Just let me sleep