Already Seen

The inability to feel defeat
Is what the motivation is behind my feet
Once I get to running
Ain't no hundred yard dashes
Once they write the check
You know I'm 'bout to cash it
Ramen noodles and bologna sandwiches
Everyday my momma count the damages
Now I'm feeling like a different man
I got the world vice right between my hands
Something spiritual about destiny
Like I had vision, but I still can't see
Such a parable for life
Living in the dark, but working for the light
Can't nobody tell me what its really like
Got that close
Never did it right
Everybody wanna live inside a dream
I'm on the only one dominating scenes
If you wanna get this bread
(Get it)
Ain't nobody eating off of my decisions
Rocking with me n***a really is a privilege
Feeling like I say it every thirty minutes
Feeling like I been here before
Feeling like I just seen the tour
Feeling like I got back from war
I got PTSD
Someone help me
Feeling like I'm in a vicious cycle
False prophets playing false disciples
Fighting demons
Gabriel and Michael
I seen it all before
Seen it once again
Exuberating fear of losing all my friends
I know its gonna happen in the end
I know I don't really have a choice
At a certain point
Losing all control
Feels like taxidermy for the soul
Either it ways goes
Everything is written
Everything is planned
Nothing my decision
Unfortunate, to know what your fortune is
Without even noticing
A phenomenon so unexplainable
But yet, so attainable
I feel the presence of the unknown
The genetic questions in my chromosomes
I was born to be a five foot giant
I was born to be David and Goliath
Underdog with an overbearing shadow
Take a Eagle and compare it a Sparrow
I was always the undervalued
Undersized
But unsurprised
(Jokes on you)
I converse daily with the forces at hand
Invisible perception is what I'm saying
Why do I suffer?
Why do I struggle?
Why do I hustle?
Why do I fall?
Victim to this physical place
Writing my verses my only escape
Days turn to months
Months turn to years
Somehow time never disappears
And I'm still here
Living life for the second time
Without the knowledge of the first time
Now you understand the struggle of the mind

Deja Vu
Feeling like I been here before like
Deja Vu
Feeling like I just seen the tour like
Deja Vu
Now you understand the struggle of the mind
Deja Vu
Feeling like I been here before like
Deja Vu
Feeling like I just seen the tour like
Deja Vu
(Like Deja Vu)