Lost In How I've Been, Forgot

How to make thoughts into words?
Our love turned to lies it's the worst
I hoped you'd stay, still you got away from me

Thought i'd be the one to mess this up
Caught you creeping, with you new found love
Should have seen it, blame is on you love
Never told me i couldn't keep up
You were seeking hoping to find lust
So misleading, you know all my trust
droned now that

You
Act like we've been through nothing at all
You
Wore his perfume when you strolled my halls
You
Now look past me with the smile you got
And i'm still lost in how i've been, Forgot

Liability sure ain't your game
I could entertain you with the same
In the roll your eyes, take no blame kind of way
Teach me how to smile for your eyes and walk away

Thought i'd be the one to mess this up
Catch me creeping with my new found love
Should have seen me laughing at you love
Never told you that i can't keep up
Now i'm seeking, hoping to find lust
So deceiving, i get if all your trust
Drowned so that

You
Act like we've been through nothing at all
You
Wore his perfume when you strolled my halls
You
Now look past me with the smile you got
And i'm still lost in how i've been, Forgot

You - oh - o - o - o
Left me in a mess
You - oh - o - o - o
Giving me no rest
You - oh - o - o - o
left me in a mess
You - oh - o - o - o
i still love you, i confess