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Ya'know?
Look...
I'm not gone count on niggas, or wait around for niggas
They can't hold me back no more, I won't allow them niggas
Just like the free throw line, I was made for the foul conditions that life threw
In front me on my route to riches
Niggas who fell short of their ambitions try to forecast negativity to cloud my vision
On this climb it's been a thousand different times I could have quit
I don't know how I didn't, I came from trialed beginnings
But it's not how you start it's how you finish
All them empty cabinets around the kitchen
Had me getting dimes off like I'm fountain wishing
The type of shit I know my moms would not be proud to witness
Calculated steps, I nеver move without intention
Babe, you talking to thе honcho, Mr. Hot Flow
In school I failed origami cause I just do not fold
I had to steer the ship with both eyes closed so many nights just to find home
I'm the coldest nigga as far as I know, I keep the .38 under my seat on my drive home Cause I can't let a tombstone come before my milestones, my life is full of high notes
I couldn't see the negativity even if it was stuck to my nose
I got life goals that I would die for
I been feeling animosity from people I know
My circle shrinks the more that I grow, forreal
I'll take my life before I take a loss, I mean that shit sincerely
At least that way the realest nigga killed me
I take pride in knowing all the realest niggas feel me
All the things in life that tried to tear me down ironically became the things that built me I used to have to pick between buying the cereal or milk, my nigga, do you feel me?
I was buying clothes with change at the Target near me
But I never changed, bitch I'm still me
Look, see here lies the life of a soldier, who you know with this type of composure? Who the one that kept it solid like stones and boulders?
Who else taking risks for all of us over and over?
Who's the one that's working weekends like club promoters?
I remember shorty gave me coldest of shoulders
For a nigga that admire me now that we older
Now I got her in my hands like gaming controller, yunno
Look, but coochie and opinions are two things that ain't influencing decisions
Just human intuition and hard work 'cause I don't move off superstition
Look what I had to...
I had to do with no assistance
Didn't complain, just found solutions to resistance, nigga
Forreal