Vivid
How many times do I mention my success
And still they pry on me, and talk bad on me?
When I was young, responsibilities were lyin' on me
Now that I'm grown, they're allyin' on me, uh
Where were you when I was battlin' my demons
Findin' solace in some women, I would fuck and I would leave 'em
I would fuck and I would leave 'em (I would fuck and I would leave 'em)
We're all equal in this world until you make more money
I worked hard for all my life, you can't take shit from me
You can't get haunted by your past, you'll end up seein' ghosts
I'm leavin' softer bees in a Ghost smokin' dope and I
Made a strain in Cali', shot it legally
Maybe illegally, 'cause I know streets are feelin' me
I used to feed the streets, same way the streets were feedin' me
One advice is people never what they seem to be
Big dreams, street kings, and machines
Jail time, friends dyin', hearts bleed
Mums cry, dads cry, they hearts bleed
Too light for dark, and that's deep
Served fiends, needles, and vaccines
Berkling, point two's, that's max Ps
Guilty conscience if you ask me
Money well made but the money's long gone if you ask me
If you ask me 'bout the past, I would describe it very vividly
How we're servin' remedies, just to see notes?
(Just to see notes)
Had a hunch I'd make a M and be huncho in my state
Just made a killin', I'm feelin' to die again
Reminiscin' now, business is different, I'm flyin' straight
You buy a brick, feel like a king, until you buy you a plate
Oh, you wanna ball, wanna be seen in a Benz
Only fours and horses cop the Porsches you rent
Raschford just gave out the most food in the ends
And you ate, but still you look up to them, don't forget
That there's two sides to the penny
Heads, I'm spillin' Henny, tails, I'm killin' every
Mouse, like Tom and Jerry, crocodile in the heady
Bad like Skillibengy, back 'til I hit the belly
The point's to evolve, I known everything on your road
Feelin' like I done sold everything but my soul
Home green machine, now, I've got remedies on the stove
So that point-two weren't even a decimal on my growth
Starin' in the mirror, it's evident I evoke
All different emotions, my mother calls me the goat
She remembers nights I was tryin' to make it home
Now the house so big, I'm just tryin' to make it home
Table from Milan like I'm tryin' to make it r-, ah
How many times do I mention my success
And still they pry on me, and talk bad on me?
When I was young, responsibilities were lyin' on me
Now that I'm grown, they're allyin' on me, uh
Where were you when I was battlin' my demons
Findin' solace in some women, I would fuck and I would leave 'em
I would fuck and I would leave 'em
When they're cashin' out, a change is guaranteed (cashin' out)
And if she could check my bank account, she'd pay to marry me (marry me)
All this attention from the ones who ain't never looked interested
My ex probably feels like she missed a good investment
Couple girls that I should've mentioned, but always there, good attendance
This one's for those who never tried to talk me out my dreams
For every time I got rushed when I was caught without my team
For every time I ate my lunch before I even got to school
If I could tell you one thing about me, don't you doubt me
You gon' think that it's impossible then ask somebody
"How he manage to accomplish what he manage to accomplish," hmm
Whatever you may think might be a hazardous assumption, woah
If we're talkin' patients, I'm the NHS, woah
I was in the barracks waitin' like the SAS, woah
People think I'm writin' for the cartel
Everyone's surprised I got so many essays left, woah
First class flight, London to LAX, woah
Should've put the R-E before the L-A-X, woah