As If
Mariah the Scientist
Should’ve put you in a grave next to your child
Cuz you know that I’ve had enough
And as if I could do anymore pretending
Now crashing out never seemed so tempting
As if you’ve forgotten how it feels to be the one left in the cold
As if I ain’t bet it all, you wanted me more just to be wrong
Cuz I’d rather lose it all than to hear you say you’re never coming home
Please don’t leave me in here alone
As if I haven’t had enough