how it is

@Masemf
You don't tell me how it is
How you gone tell me how it ends
I won't bend won't fold this shit can get old
When I'm tryin n I'm doin the most
Girl

Got me switchin sides you get a rise out of my hope girl
I can never tell you the vision i had w old girl
Why you so invested in past just let it go girl
I'd rather have this dance n make you laugh

But you don't wanna stay
I'm not okay
I don't wanna keep on chasin but these dreams will never change
You will always change
Play them games
I been waiting for the day that all my feelings went away

Cuz you
Know me like nobody do
I just wanna win don't wanna lose
I can't play pretend when you're the only one i choose
I'll prove
To you
Baby i been tellin you the truth
All i know is how to give you clues
Hopin you see them n know exactly what to do girl

I cannot say I'm okay with a defeat
I'd rather play it off then admit all the things that i need
And i been
So cold that i keep on stutterin speech
A broken record on repeat I cannot breath
Like here we go again

I can't think right
Im losin my mind
Can't help but to think I'm doing things wrong with my time I
Just wanna feel fine
I'm buildin up my mind
Can't wait till the day it's gone n i can truly shine
Cuz

Got me switchin sides you get a rise out of my hope girl
I can never tell you the vision i had w old girl
Why you so invested in past just let it go girl
I'd rather have this dance n make you laugh

But you don't wanna stay
I'm not okay
I don't wanna keep on chasin but these dreams will never change
You will always change
Play them games
I been waiting for the day that all my feelings went away

Got me switchin sides you get a rise out of my hope girl
I can never tell you the vision i had w old girl
Why you so invested in past just let it go girl
I'd rather have this dance n make you laugh

But you don't wanna stay
I'm not okay
I don't wanna keep on chasin but these dreams will never change
You will always change
Play them games
I been waiting for the day that all my feelings went away