Mirage

Did you know that it haunts me?
That I have to see you everywhere I go
But I will cut my hand off
before I reach out to you again

Why don't you let yourself cry in front of me?
My eyes still sting from last night's tears
I'm trying to hold on to you
but you disappear

You came out of nowhere, but you're here
Please kiss me until my lips bleed
I can't seem to feel home anywhere I go
I don't even know if you're real anymore

I want to know what you're up to
I wish you'd call me like you said that you would
The sun is shining through the leaves
Once again you're hiding underneath your sleeves

Why can't I have a hold on you
the way you do on me?
I can't seem to feel home anywhere I go
I don't even know if you're real anymore
I can't seem to feel home anywhere I go
I don't even know if you're real anymore
I can't seem to feel home anywhere I go
And I don't even know if I'm real anymore

I see you in my dreams
Did you know that it haunts me?