Confusion

I look up to the sky
The clouds are hiding the sunlight
It may be the same in my mind
My thoughts are driving me mad
I can't understand a simple thing
I see all around me the scene whirling
My head is spinning while the clouds in the sky keep mingling
And I'm wondering when the wind
Will cary them away
My brain is drowning, I'm lost in this tide of feelings
I think I'm scared
Of diving in this mess
When the night falls on the street
Darkness is surrounding me
This darkness is following me
Even during the day I can't see anything
I can't understand a simple thing
I see all around me the scene whirling
My head is spinning while the clouds in the sky keep mingling
And I'm wondering when the wind
Will cary them away
My brain is drowning, I'm lost in this tide of feelings
I think I'm scared
Of diving in this mess
I wish that the clouds would go away someday
I wish that the light would its way into my mind
My head is spinning while the clouds in the sky keep mingling
And I'm wondering when the wind
Will cary them away
My brain is drowning, I'm lost in this tide of feelings
I think I'm scared
Of diving in this mess
I think I'm sacred
Of diving in this mess