Shit

They say you'll see
Eventually
Everything will work out but I know that it's not right
They say don't be
So dramatic
Don't be so sad, it's not that bad
Yet I just sit there and cry
The rain pours in rhythm with my tears
I just sit there and cry
I swear I could throw up feelings
They're stuck in my throat, they're shutting me up
I can't breathe, I can't talk, I can't think
They're hurting so bad, they're blurring all my senses
I can't believe everything has to turn to shit
They say focus
On the bright side
But what when the bright is hidden by a dark tide of shit
They say it's not like it's
The end of the world
Then why does it feel like it ? Why does it feel like it ?
I sit there and cry
The rain pours in rhythm with my tears
I just sit there and cry
I swear I could throw up feelings
They're stuck in my throat, they're shutting me up
I can't breathe, I can't talk, I can't think
They're hurting so bad, they're blurring all my senses
I can't believe everything has to turn to shit
But what about me
I don't wanna be stuck in this eternal drama
What about me
Do you even think of me ?
Do you even care about what I have to say
Do you even think of me
Tell me in all honesty
When you say that kind of shit, do you really think of me ?
Because I just sit there and cry
The rain pours in rhythm with my tears
I just sit there and cry
I swear I could throw up feelings