Control

He plays the mind games.. Intrusive of my thoughts
Blinding me, confusing my judgement, he loves me not, but still I want him

My eyes are cloudy
I know I am stronger than this
His presence surrounds me
But helplessly I fall in
To shy to give me truth
His eyes lie to him
What keeps me crawling
Is the fear of giving in, to

His mind his soul
I lose control
Though he hurts me so I can't let go
The fear of clear rejection bold
Controls my love of this man who stole my heart
Of this man that stole my heart

I said I loved him
I said I need him
I said I wanted what I did not have
But all he brings is misguided plans
Of a friendship based on tence demand
But we feel it, we feel it, it flows right through
Who new being sprung was true
But lord have mercy on my soul
What lesson am I learning from a man so cold

And he lies to me, when he proves to himself he's strong
He can't hide from me what I cannot see
The truth is out and told
Secretely his body whispers: Touch me if you can
Though mentally my conscience speaks: You'd be better if you ran

Why don't I give it away
All hope pinned on this claim
Rejected once, who's to blame
Me for the mistake I have made
Let the truth be known
I swear this man was my soul
But he didnt give it away
He was never mine to take