Oasis

I'm in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin' like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin' amazin'
Been livin' in my little oasis (ooh-whoa)
Please, don't come around, tryna change it (ooh-whoa)
I can't let that happen, I made it (ooh-whoa)
Ain't nothin' like my little oasis (ooh-whoa)
Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa

Yeah
Bury my problems in a bottle and a feast
No routine, no obligations, hardly gettin' any sleep
This is the dream, right?
Usin' random women just to boost my self-esteem, right?
Comfortable, complacent, I can't let go, so I squeeze tight
Hangin' on, I'm a mess (mess)
I could've swore that I was 'posed to be goin' somewhere but I forget
I'm in a drunken stupor, feel like a fuckin' loser
I don't know what I even want, don't see a fuckin' future
Feel like I have everything, but I feel nothin'
Spent a quarter million dollars on a car that I don't need just to feel somethin' (yeah)
Still nothin'
Well, everything else failed, I might as well try self-destructin'
Dress it up though, make it look sexy so I don't notice
That my bein' is deterioratin', I'm losin' focus
At least it's got a multi, multi platinum sound to it
Get your shit together, yeah, I get around to it

I'm in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin' like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin' amazin'
Been livin' in my little oasis (ooh-whoa)
Please, don't come around, tryna change it (ooh-whoa)
I can't let that happen, I made it (ooh-whoa)
Ain't nothin' like my little oasis (ooh-whoa)
Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa

Losin' direction by the minute, I'm trippin', I'm stallin'
Feelin' like DMX 'cause lately I'm slippin', I'm fallin'
Fuck it, I'm ballin', I'll get back on track tomorrow
I got time, ain't no rush, before you know it, it's tomorrow, damn
Defeated, depleted, don't wanna believe it
Anxiety beatin' my ass, I'm over eatin'
I put on thirty pounds of fat, friends say I'm gettin' money
If this is rich then take me back to bein' broke and bummy
I made an independent fortune and my engines foreign
But my stress is soarin', bootleg pornos off a Reddit forum
Every mornin', that's a copin' mechanism
Like the smokin' and the drinkin' and I'm prone to overthinkin'
Need to self soothe (yeah), I got some bad habits (yeah)
Check my account though, it just looks like I'm a cash addict (ha)
I'm back at it every day, driftin' further away
Go get your shit together, maybe tomorrow, but not today

I'm in my little oasis
Been to a whole lot of places
Nothin' like my little oasis
And it feel fuckin' amazin'
Been livin' in my little oasis (ooh-whoa)
Please, don't come around, tryna change it (ooh-whoa)
I can't let that happen, I made it (ooh-whoa)
Ain't nothin' like my little oasis (ooh-whoa)
Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa