equilibrium

Spit on the ground
On the walls
On my coat
Out of my depth and my breath
Freezing cold
Fully soaked
Heavy bones
I just sold my soul for some coins
Got a hole in my core
Feel my throat getting sore and it's grey
Sometimes a state of mind
Sometimes what's displayed before my eyes
This can't be right
I'm uninspired in spite of people around me I admire
I'm tired and I'm trapped by my circumstances

Ease my grip
A trick easy to forget
I'm suffocating under the weight of my own ideals
Can't wrap my head around it
Fear keeps pulling the breaks
I'm longing for the things I ran from and I always run from something
Heart beats in my throat and is shaking the ground I stand on
My armageddon
My body trembles
It's left in shambles
Repeat to myself until I remember
That balance is key

That balance is key
I've got walls caving in on me
I need to find the key
I've got walls caving in on me
I need to find the key