The Gift [Live]

Hold me now, I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold onto
Cos I'm so ashamed of defeat

And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

And I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up and look inside a mirror
Cos I'm so ashamed of that thing
And I suppose I'll let this go till I have something more to say for me
And I'm so ashamed of defeat

And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to define

And I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Cos I don't belong here and I'm not well
And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now, I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

Cos I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
And I don't belong here and I'm not well
And I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

And now I'm ashamed of this and I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of me, I am so ashamed of me