Purple Lies

Yeah ay
Frustrated every single dice I rolled I payed it
The price for life cannot be negated
Pushed around is this fated
When is it yes and when it is not
Is the lot rising a lot
Should I be like those so called those thots
Show their tits for couple of bucks nah
Can I get paid for this ruckus I cause
Can I get paid when I still suck
Can I be like them the ones who were blessed
Like heaven's above is it a cloud Is it a dove
I'll never know cause I'm always the one when it comes to push to a shove
Yeah living life like this ain't healthy always dreaming about being wealthy
I ain't shit yet but damn these guys want me
Dead right now man it ain't even funny
Cause they treat me like a little bunny hey be my buddy
Oh the day is sunny but the next day when it gets runny
They start to talk shit
And they start shit and they move on to the next bitch
Does everything in life you do have to do with money
Yes
If one day someone die you also thinking about their money
Yes
So my purpose in life is to give you all my money
Yes
Man fuck this world give me a chance to burn all the money
Those were the questions I asked to my own mom
Yes I'm honest I asked her to go on
Rose will grow unmasked as I go on
Thorns will hurt impact passed on my arm
Cause they think wrong while I sing this song do I belong
And so I find my way to the sight and I find my way to bury the light
Yeah the darkness consumes the light
The Dutchess of the tomb hold tight
Cause I'm on my way to zoom
Right through the room and slaughter to the moon tonight
Cause the world right now materialistic
I start to think not realistic
Why a piece of paper can dictate stuff like how hot is a mix
Man for real it's shit
So here right now here I am
Expressing my thoughts right here in my hand
Until it goes until I post I sing this song with my life and I feel like this is a clan
Structured hold back with the laws at hand
One day when you are broke you will eat sand
So follow the rules and you'll be able to make a grand
Everyone around are keep spitting lies
Don't know what is wrong and what is right
Influencing the mind of a weakened bind
Now he is a stoic y'all get left behind
My life is worthless yeah I know right
But I have heard that shit like a thousand times
Don't know when to stop and when to hide
Don't come crying when y'all get left behind
Imma be honest I think my mom has a point
Money is everything in this world
Yeah, that's right on point
And I don't blame her for thinking this way
Cause her family back then was nothing but clay
Her dad left her alone at her youth days
And I know she got something to say
And probably that's why she wants it day by day
Yeah pushing and pushing myself in her way
Maybe one day I'll eat nothing but hay
Cause I got something say
It's the thing that has been keeping me at bay
Cause these days I've been bothered around by these hasbins
Telling lies that they think are really helping
But the reality it's nothing
Cause I heard that shit countless times
Put it all online
Put down your name so they know where to find
Where were you when I needed you when I was struggling when I was dying
When I was trying when I was fighting when I was crying
When I was trying to find my own self
When I had bad mental health
Where were you when I needed help
Now when I suddenly make a track that make people cheer
Suddenly you magically appear
Suddenly you want to interfere
Ay you start posting and posting
Sharing right
Loving is caring
But I thought I was worthless like that bearing
But now that I'm bearing fruit
Man I need to stop get me in this suit
Don't be like them
Don't play it too
Stop it reboot and now take aim and go shoot
Everyone around me just keep spitting lies
You had your chance to be part of my life
Influenced a mind and a weakened bind
Now just get ready to get left behind
My life is worth it
Yeah I know right
I told myself that when I fucking cried
I will never stop and never hide
Remember that you're the one that fucking lied
Screw all of you bitches who doubted me
I'm still the same person
So fuck you if you think I changed
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