Fever Dream

Sun's down, I can finally breathe
I got sick of cruel daylight, so to speak
I'm pointing my arrows in every direction
Tongue tied, conflicted, maybe craving affection
I come out half alive who I want to be
I promise these words mean everything to me
Or maybe
So who wants to be a player in a squared loss game
Get lost, circle back to me
You know it, just call my name
It's fine, play with fire
Just a void past midnight it's alright, with me
We play a game of hidden desire
Go to sleep, wake up a liar
I'll be cursing till next year
I promised myself I wouldn't get here
But I'm alive
I think I'm really feeling the heat
I fall in and out of fevers, I can't see
That I'm shutting my eyes to the sound of my heartbeat
Trying for now just to let my mind be
I'm having so much fun playing along
Don't you dare even make me think I'm wrong
Don't move
So if you wanna find some stars to cross and blur
Step into the dark limelight
You got it, come find me first
Fine, play with fire
Just a void past midnight it's alright, with me
We play a game of hidden desire
Go to sleep, wake up a liar
I'll be cursing till next year
I promised myself I wouldn't get here
But I'm free
One sip and one trip closer to the edge now
Don't blink, or you'll watch
Your world burn straight to the ground
I'm so lost standing in the driveway
Please for tonight, just see things my way
Before the ashes start to die
Give me your last thoughts of the night
Now I can finally shut my eyes
Fever dream till the sun begins to rise