Wasted Summer

Standing in the rain wondering why I even show up
No matter how much people show they love me
No matter how much I let some blue light blind me
I can never let it be enough, I know

This place ain't paradise, I
Fucked up on a night life
Yelling at the walls in silence
Couldn't fight it, I keep trying
Crying into mirrors just to feel like I'm alright

Oh
Why do I hate every perfect summer
Somehow I find a reason out
My whole world is screaming at me
I'm the one who's screaming now

I'm going insane flashing nuances on replay
I weave my way through all the crowded shadows
I speak just so I can get a sound out
It's a mess, but I guess that's just life, right
I know

No place is paradise, I'm
Getting lost to get it right
Step back watch the world go quiet
Vibrant colors get so violent
How can I cry when I'm the only one to blame

Oh
Why do I hate every perfect summer
Somehow I find a reason out
My whole world is screaming at me
I'm the one who's screaming now

I'm tripped up on fragments of euphoric places
Can't let go, though I wish
I'm stuck in imperfect
And oh, woah
It's just another wasted summer

I don't know if I can take another night
I wake up bruised from all the violence
I lose a piece of my mind each night
So I'm just thinking

How did I hate another perfect season
I guess I just found a reason again
One day I'll stop my world from screaming
For now I'm screaming till the end

I'm tripped up on fragments of euphoric places
Can't let go, though I wish
I'm stuck in imperfect
I'm stuck in imperfect
I'm stuck in imperfect

And oh, woah
It's just another wasted summer