​if vsco was a song

Is it just me
Or does it feel like everything has changed?
Don't even got the same friends
Still got my name
Seems like the only thing that's stayed
Is it just me, or has this year just been
Something I can't explain
Falls apart then falls together the same day
Oh my god, am I going insane?

Thought I had my heart stolen, so broke it
Tried to close it off, told myself
No distractions just so I could be focused
But it's been kinda tough

Had too much on my mind my brother's leaving
I try not to cry, I barely see him
I hang with my friends just
To end up losing them
Try not to care but I'm not fooling anyone
I've done a lot, I should be proud of it
I'm just the person who's not
Really loud with it
Waited too long now I'm here on my own

So much has changed
And I'm not sure if it's good
So much has changed
Didn't really think it could
Mmm, so much has changed