I Wanted My Heart To Break

I don't feel lonely anymore
And it's kinda hard to get used to
I don't check on you anymore
We don't keep in touch now I'm used to it

They said
They told me it'll get better and it did
They say you don't cry forever but I doubted
They told me it'll be better and it is

But now I'm kinda sad
'Cause I thought that me and you'd be for ever
Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break

I didn't want the pain to fade
'Cause I thought that it meant that I
That I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it missing me too

I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade
I don't miss you anymore
And it's kinda hard to admit it

Could I feel like this with anyone
If so why are we trying so hard
They said
They told me it'll get better and it did

They say you don't cry forever ever but I doubted
They told me it'll be better and it is
But now I'm kinda sad
'Cause I thought that me and you'd be for ever

Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade
'Cause I thought that it meant that I

That I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

We fight so hard for something that could let us down (oh)
'Cause we get on our feet soon as we hit the ground (ah)
No one stays broken but this peace might break me (oh)
'Cause I thought me and you'd be for ever

Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade
'Cause I thought that it meant that I

That I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

'Cause I thought that it meant that I
That I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break

I didn't want the pain to fade
'Cause I thought me and you'd be for ever
Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade