Manic Party

[Verse 1]
If I'm thinking too much then it's bad for me
Living in my head not who I'm supposed to be
I try to find myself in the mirror
I try but it don't seem to be clear
Being by myself I know it's bad for me
'Cause when I'm all alone I'm very bored of me
But I'm never alone, got my tears
At least I know they won't let me down

Yeah I'm down bad
On the floor I'm crying
Close the door I'm hidin
Yeah I'm down, down, down
Yeah down bad
On the floor
I'm crying, wtf

Then I can’t help but laugh
'Cause I'm my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head
They'rе sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed
Wе fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down down

Yeah you should see me in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head
They’re sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed
We fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down down

I don't let my guard down no one’s close to me
Always so afraid they'll be the enemy
I wish that I could be a bit freer
I try but it don't seem to be clear
Wanna dance at parties, want the lights on me
Be a typa high but got no drug in me
Tell all my friends I'm happy to be here
But this is a dream, hey wake up

Yeah I’m down bad
On the floor I'm crying
Close the door I’m hidin
Yeah I'm down down down
Yeah down bad
On the floor
I’m crying, wtf

'Cause I'm my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head
They're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed
We fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down down

Yeah you should see me in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head
They’re sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed
We fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down down
Yeah in my head
Living in my

In my head
Loving in my

In my head
Happy in my

When I'm down, down, down, down
'Cause I'm my head I’m better then This
I’m having parties in my head
They're sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed
We fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down down

Yeah you should see me in my head, I'm better than this
I'm having parties in my head
They’re sad as shit
My crush is right here in my bed
We fly and shit
I'm only happy when I'm down, down, down down