Past Things

I feel like no one understands me
I get high, trynna forget the past things
I live life, with no one understanding uh
I get drunk
And I'm still getting too fucked up
Bags, packs, in my past
I just wanna feel numb living life outside
My body wanna feel something
But I can't feel none

Always said that I wanna go
Back to better days
But in reality, there was no better days
This is everything I ever asked for
But I feel the same
Only difference is that I'm not poor
I remember days me and momma
Had to break the law
Nowadays I break thе pain
Let that check and take it up
And thеn I spend it up, because I make it up
I could die tomorrow, I saved it up
I feel like no one understands me
I get high, trynna forget the past things
I live life, with no one understanding uh
I get drunk
And I'm still getting too fucked up
Bags, packs, in my past
I just wanna feel numb living life outside
My body wanna feel something
But I can't feel none