Showdown

Uh since a youngin I've been
Hustling for a chance, yeah
Mumma caught me thuggin up to that mansion
I was sitting water whippin giving glances
Mumma told me this a way to
Get up out that lancer
Dad was given heir court orders and addresses
I've been on the real thinking
Back to what had happened
I'm not tryna feel how I did way back then
It's whatever, it happened
Now back to rapping yuh

Way back way back out to my past
Way back way back out to my heart
Way back right to the start of it all, yeah
Back when I was young
All ready to move from it all

Look, where's the lord
When you need him here the most?
That's how I thought, 'cause
Every day I would pray to god
He came in short, at least, at the time
That's how I saw it
Til' blessings came in and lessons
Was all that he taught
I used to debate my faith
For selfishness and my mistake
But what else was I to say
When nothing else was going on?
My uncle passes 15, killers buried him at 16
Felt like I was in Schitt's Creek
Started creating songs

I i, I don't know which way to go
I think I'm gonna lose control
Somewhere tell me where to go

Way back way back out to my past
Way back way back out to my heart
Way back right to the start of it all, yeah
Back when I was young
All ready to move from it all, yeah

Oh, yeah dah dah dah dah daddah
Dah, dah dah dah dah daddah daddah, dah
Daddah, dah yeah, one time
Shout out to my Mumma
Yeah, shout out to my family members
Shout out to everyone we got it (Aye, aye)