Tons of Falsehood

No one understands
You just say sorry
All the moments are
Silence or worries
Not a speck of dust
Moving around me
If I’m not really far
And I’m not asleep
Why have I lost my marks
Some pages of the script
Echoes of the past
Any gift so

Why…….
I don’t know why
Why
I don’t know why

Do you feel ..my pain
Sometimes I doubt you’re real

I Bleed but
Not a drop of blood
Flows through my veins
I only see a mask
I just feel a risk
A boat with no mast
A life with no dreams
Honor was a draft
Memory says

Why…..
I don’t know why

But I just need seven times
To find a point in the dark
Some chords to see myself
So clear that through a glass
I will not give up; Quiet
I seek peace and not war
My power is two smiles
My life is not just mine

Why……..
Just why……

Time clears the clouds
The sun always comes
Dry and hot
Dry and hot
Ahhhh
Ahhhhh
Just why
Why