For real?

Hold your door
Haven't gotten what I want, and I want more
Aren't we gonna talk this over again?
Shouldn't we?

Insecure
I used to be the guy
You'd all wanna know
Boy, you've gotta get hold of yourself
Don't you [?]

[Chorus]
I do things right for all wrong reasons
Stay sad so she'll wanna see me
Treat me like someone you care for
It doesn't even have to be
For real

[Verse 2]
Simon says
But is it worth it if you hurt yourself?
Think it is but I don't know anything
Anymore

[Chorus]
I do things right for all wrong reasons
Stay sad so she'll wanna see me
Treat me like someone you care for
It doesn't еven have to be for rеal

Her Monday's blue and so was I
She goes one hour bright and then wants to die
And I say "Only six more days, then the week is up!"
But then it's Wednesday night and I've had enough
And I don't want this life, but I kind of do
And then my mind's made up, but they change the tune
And I got six more years til' the curtains drop, yeah