It's Over

I still don't know how I feel
And the words just won't come out
How long will it take to heal all the pain that I can still taste in my mouth
You're witnessing a burnout
How else could I let you know
Gripped tight to a burning rope and I still refuse to ever let go

How can I go on like this, how to endure the fever
Alone and lifeless now the family's stone cold
And it's still pretty cold if you ask me
A year's passed but I'm still as empty as I can be

But that's just one more
To add to the list
I could never fake this shit you posers won't get away with this
So stare into my eyes and feel the glow
You can see the passion burning deep I'm ready just breathe slow

So, now I'm here to start this off right
By tearing it all down
Can't tell you how many times I've doubted myself so let me drown
I'm such a fucking burden
To every last soul around me
And I can't find the strength
Tormented endlessly

But I know I need to speak my mind
Won't sit and watch my life go by
You might just kiss your dreams goodbye
But I can't, while I
See a lot of you scoffing and laughing
While everyday my thoughts are racing
See a lot of fucking cowards creeping
That's why I'll always swing a fist at a racist

But that's just one more
To add to the list
I can feel it in my spine you pricks could never cloud my mind
So now I need to land the killblow
I don't know how the fuck I let me get this low