Social Anxiety

Get less attractive as I age
And I get older every day
Right now you and I exist
But that's just temporary

You know I've tried so hard to change
To mean those silly words I say
But i'm afraid I've been dismissed
And left here to my own dismay

Wishing I could disappear
Send me like signals through the air
So I can play with my own band
Walk down those thousand steps of stairs

Seems its time for me to cry
But there's still no water in these eyes
Might be broken, might be damned
Had my emotions compromised

Now i'm in a diffеrent state
But not a differеnt state of mind
Still lazy and apathetic
Scared of getting left behind

See, there's people all around
But I'm a thousand miles away
Give my imagination credit
Enjoy this bright and sunny day

But I'm not living my own life
No I haven't even tried
Get distracted by that big screen
That appeases my inside

Lose my ability to speak
Yeah I'll just sit here silently
People might think that I'm mean
But it's social anxiety