Never Feel This Pain

Born with the struggle, used to hustle for crumbs
Fillin' blunts in the building front thuggin' for ones
Full clips, fly dicks, down somethin' to pump
Whole cliques fly whips, dimes nothin' to son
City boy on the corner, I was so involved
So the drama I embraced it with open arms
Was tryin' to shake the pain, hopin' I could break the chains
Every day the same, who am I to make a change?
Will my niggas risk it all just to play the game?
And the young'uns goin' through it tryin' to play the same
Through the rain, through the fire, handcuffed by desire
Sent to your son, forgive me for the sins that I've done

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My life, my pain lasts forever
Nothin' in these streets makes it better
My life, my pain lasts forever
Nothin' in these streets makes it better
And so I live on

Sittin' here thinkin' drinkin' got a, lot on my mind
Is my, life shrinkin' am I, caught in the times
It's a, quarter to nine and I'm, grabbin' my nine
I had dreams I just, wanted to rhyme
Climb my ways out these whack-ass ghettos
I signed my name on the line with the devil
Still in my prime weight but lost minds are settled
Pots on the stove, move grandma's kettle
Late for my job, he thinks he's a star
She hates her husband, she says I'm a slob
Mixed feelin's she ain't gettin' involved
Battle of the sexes, the planet's off its axis
The IRS God damn I owe these taxes
The truth hurts, but I can take it
It's a long time comin', but I can make it
No mistakin', the cream is back

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I'm standin' on my own two
I got my niggas, true niggas, real niggas!
Stop the wheel really? You only feel me
If you walk the same road, talk the same code
Still dwellin' in the hell and find the time to make a home
The few who escape will try to find a safer zone
I ain't waitin for Obama, never doubted him, I'm proud of him
He real, he'll spend a couple million in the housing then
Seein' is believin', my vision is blurred
Cause I ain't seein' nothin' I heard, really nothin' but words
The bottom line I'm still stuck to the curb
Sky high but it wasn't the sherm, really nothin' but herbs
I risk it all for the cause
Even if it's war with the law won't pause
I can't won't don't stop, I ain't got an off switch
Dyin' tryin' to live it just to get a small part of it
My squad is sick, type that you don't want problems with
Rollin like seventy Mack trucks, what's stoppin' it?

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Oh oh said I live
I live, I live, ooh whoa