Honest

I've been getting all lonely, Abby once told me
I'm my own enemy, right
And we make ourselves queasy, to hate yourself's easy
I've got no empathy, right
Thoughts fall through your head
Sinking through your cortex silently
I can be honest, but I can't be honest carefully
Off-course empathy, low-force memory
Heartbeats, hard to breathe
Off-course in my mind, damn you got something right
Stay another night