Daisies

Daisies
Sunshines
Things that I'll never
have in my life
Hey there
How are you
Not quite a question
to ask about me

Always searching
For meaning
Find myself
Back at the start
What does it mean
To be happy
What if im lying
To myself

Im searching for the answers
For all these questions
To make these thoughts
Go away
But i cant escape
My mind
And it gets hard
To sleep at night

Im reaching for the knife
On my bedside
The pain courses through me
Til I get numb
I feel the tears falling
As i stare into my ceiling
My eyes they close
And i fade away

Rinse and repeat
Every single day
Try my best to
Smile the pain away
Hope that you wont
Notice
Cause i'll be fine