Drownin
Either drowning or you swimming
Either losing or you winning
And now a days it's getting hard for me to tell the difference
'Cause I keep falling out with all these women
But at the same time been getting better
And progressing with the vision
Trying to live this life you only see up on the movie screen
Talking high fashion top dollar models and beauty queens
Get a buzz just to show the kids what you could truly be
Use these beats to do my duty speak on opportunities
Moving units through the streets the studio the trap house
Milking it with every word I utter
Cash cow
Got my name ringing like some wedding bells
Ex's coming back around from the background
Looking for a hubby hubby
But I've done tried the lovey dovey
And what starts off as beautiful always tends to get ugly but trust me
It'll all be worth it in the end
I be rehearsing verses 'till I'm purchasing a benz
Rims shining hoes using it to do their makeup
Wake up and conquer like Montezuma
Momma made her a great one
Surrounded by these angels everyday I'm calling on 'em
When the stakes are high I keep it A1 saucing on 'em yeah
Baby I'm drowning
Inside all of these bottles
I'm drowning
In the hopes of tomorrow
I'm drowning
Inside all these fantasies
Maybe a breath of fresh air is really all I need
Rappers like to eaves drop use the style that Zeke got
I guess they took a page out of my book like I was Enoch
I seek God through beat drops
I use him if he let me
Keep me covered like teflon know this vest'll protect me
Hallelujah
Thank God I have a future
I could've spent it macking and end up broke like old Apple computers
But the passion wasn't having it
My worst fear is average
When it comes to rap the top gunner call me Maverick
You haven't lived enough to rap like this
With a girl so fine gonna have to tax my bitch
And I'm grinding so that we can fly private 'cause I hate traffic
Ironic trying to get away so I stay at it
Baby I'm drowning
Inside all of these bottles
I'm drowning
In the hopes of tomorrow
I'm drowning
Inside all these fantasies
Maybe a breath of fresh air is really all I need