Rewind (Foreword) (feat. Frenchie)

They don't come around
They won't even call
Ever since last week
I've been on my own high
Need medicine when I'm on my own drive
Got a heart made of gold when I close both eyes
See another time
I want to stay blind
Lost in my mind til I hit rewind
The bracelet on my wrist turn to diamonds on my neck
Turns to words that I regret wandering through retrospect
I wish I wasn't me, but I don't say that shit out loud
The thought of going south turns to acting out for clout
Now I'm feeling so much pain for the ones I cannot name
I'm throwing out blame at the ones always there for me
The glimmer in my eye comes from holding back my cries
Comes from begging God why then throwing all my faith aside
For unbuttoned jeans, weed, and streams
The things I told me I need to keep up my self esteem
Only check with my friends when I know they having beats
Me myself and I are having beefs about things I wish I never seen
Say it's all about that cream instead of taking time to breathe
I need all the help that you could give
Or the help I'm giving others
I'd throw away my life just to get back one of my brothers
Looking at my tethered being and I'm wondering who's the other
Cruising down the byway
Things come back to my brain
They come back to me
I wish that they would leave
They come to say goodbye
I cannot even cry
Eyes are open wide
They come back to me
They don't come around
They won't even call
Ever since last week
I've been on my own high
Need medicine when I'm on my own drive
Got a heart made of gold when I close both eyes
See another time
I want to stay blind
Lost in my mind til I hit rewind
Tragedy on tragedy I pray that they forgive me
Like my father and my mother must've had the soul of Whitney
It's the greatest love of all, pick me up before fall
If I make it we can ball, you don't even need to call
I'm reminded of my youth visitations from the truth
Swear that made us bulletproof
Aint no limits what we do
The talents limitless, they timidness, they skeptical enough
Just to change the conversation once I mention what I love
It's the feeling of a drug making light without a plug
Comprehensive of my buzzing another brother
Standing tough
Wanna wrestle in the mud we leave you
Rested in the dust
Wanna wrestle in the mud we leave you
Rested in the dust
Cruising down the byway
Things come back to my brain
They come back to me
I wish that they would leave
They come to say goodbye
I cannot even cry
Eyes are open wide
They come back to me
They don't come around
They won't even call
Ever since last week
I've been on my own high
Need medicine when I'm on my own drive
Got a heart made of gold when I close both eyes
See another time
I want to stay blind
Lost in my mind til I hit rewind