Chaos Magic

Breathe, through the motions
Let the mind strip
A sea of skeletons
Into the mouth I slip
To be judged and measured right
This moral compass realigned
Navigating from dark to light
No longer blind

When things are getting too much to take
I need to get away and find an escape
I need to pull life's emergency brake
Disappear into my inner mindscape

When my body is weak and it shakes
I can't stand or bear being awake
I let the warm glow overtake
Now I am free from the cold heartache
All the thoughts that are defective turn into shapes that are non-objective
I lose myself in the introspective
In my own mind's bubble, protected

Floating in space (ascend)
I see my own face (distant)
I smile, outstretched hand (reaching)
Now I understand

Madness take me away
I need something to numb it all
When I bleed slowly taken away
I recede
My passage out, you cannot impede
I disappear into higher planes of existence, my thoughts are trained
On nothing, but a mind unstained
Colours floating in my eyes, psyche unchained

Now I feel it
Lost inside the reaches of my mind
I can see it
Psychedelia flashing in my eyes
Don't ever wanna return when I'm gone
Contact with nothing and no-one
Lost forever I fall in this cauldron
To this psychedelic concoction

Floating in space (ascend)
I see my own face (distant)
I smile, outstretched hand (reaching)
Now I understand

Black and white
Cutting clean
Stood there in front of me
A name on a stone
Blood to bleed
Coming clean
Is this how I go?
Fate of the unknown
One point, one pace
Stood there in front of me
One point, one pace
The reaper waits