Gnostic State

As I slip into this Gnostic state
Forget my troubles and it takes my mind away
I feel nothing of my caustic pain
Lost in this bubble, the calm within my veins
I’ve been feeling distant and I’m not sure if you’ve noticed
Cause I have irrational anxiety, neurosis
Now Chaos Magic’s got my mentality focused
No more metaphorical consumption of the lotus
Sigil in hand, I shut my eyes, I am the closest
To becoming thoughtless, shed my skin as does a locust
The barren wasteland in my mind now filled with roses
As my eyes roll back, I slip into this state of Gnosis
My thoughts and heartbeat slow
I feel I’m starting to take control
I find a calm deep in my soul
Finally whole
As I slip into this Gnostic state
Forget my troubles and it takes my mind away
I feel nothing of my caustic pain
Lost in this bubble, the calm within my veins
I filter my conscious mind and leave all of my worries behind
My brain can no longer align the chaos I wish to design
The shadow, the wise old man
I see where it all began
No longer a follower
No longer

Here in this Gnostic state
I see where it all began and where it ends
There is a light at the end of the tunnel
No misery I keep my thought quality in check
Mind is free from psychological rubble
When I am here I’m keeping both of my feet on deck
I use this strictly for my mental preservation
Replace the panic, now a form of meditation
It doesn’t work with complicated medication
Use affirmations overcoming my frustrations
I feel so alive
I feel I am revived
The storm is over
Deep inside
Halcyon
Divine