Insomniac

I can't sleep, it's something visceral
My mind creeps on all things trivial
Tossing and turning I just can't get the rest
My body needs, my daily life is a mess

When will it end?
It feels like ants in my blood (in my blood)
Three days of hell
Should I be turning to drugs?

The clock is ticking
Can't stand the clicking
The seconds pass and in my chest my heart is kicking
So tired of living
It's unforgiving
Don't think I'll last another night of this misgiving
The awful things that I have done and have said plow through my mind while I am locked in this bed
Crisis in existential form, I feel dead
The same old song keeps running on through my head

I'm an insomniac, megalomaniac
I lost my mind and now I want my fucking body back
The sun rises, can't get that darkness back
Continual flash backs
All night one panic attack
The clock is ticking
Can't stand the clicking
The seconds pass and in my chest my heart is kicking
So tired of living
It's unforgiving
Don't think I'll last another night of this misgiving

When will it end?
It feels like bleach in my blood (in my blood)
Three weeks of hell, I have to turn to the drugs

How long can I deal with this night after night?
Hallucinations from the deprivation in my eyes
Torturing slowly I just want to end my life
My sanity is fading, I'm on the edge of a knife

Demons creeping, fitful sleeping
Am I conscious, am I dreaming?
Someone save me from this nightmare
Evil thoughts, my dark mind sweeping
Sweating, shaking, thoughts are racing
For the sleep this endless chasing
Into dust my body's wasting
I can't get no sleep