Hot Chocolate (feat. Gabba)

I don't feel like
Getting out of bed
When I just feel so blue
I hold my breath
Behind the door
But even with eyes closed
I can't see you anymore
I made you a drink
You said it warms your soul
Even If I know
You're never coming home
I thought I'd have
A bit more time
To feel the softness of your hair
This burning ache
Inside my chest
A cruel memory of what's no longer there
Will I ever learn to live
With this grief that comes in waves
Trying to turn the tide
Of what I couldn't save
So long ago
And oh so far away
Our dreams have died
And we had no say
I thought I'd have
A bit more time
To feel the warmth of your embrace
Your photograph
And my own despair
A cruel memory of what's no longer there
I thought I'd have
A bit more time
But all I have are yesterdays
Now that you're gone
I feel you everywhere
A cruel memory of what's no longer there