Enlightened

Man of the hour I'm more like man of the day
Don't acknowledge my face when I'm six feet and away
To the students in college I hope your enjoying that place
I'm just a man in a trade with plenty things to say
Strong bonds get erased their not mistakes I just learned
People filp like batons your partner could be your turn
It's many people I met but all the bridges are burned
I gave my heart to them people and they all left in return
Currently I'm in silence the wholesome souls in disguises
I'm sick as fuck and I'm writing R.I.P. papa dad crying
Everyday I am trying
Everyday I am striving
For a version of me that's living life not surviving
My thumbs up I'm like typing heart swelling up but I'm vibing
I rather shoot fuck not trying when I get up a goat rising
Everyday is surprising is crazy how this time flying
I just keep working and grinding I am prepared for my timing
My progression a statue when I'm not focused on present
I get so caught in the past like a receiver reception
Anyone can change characters like an edited message
Then It's my turn to exit
Like a missed math question
No girl dogs I am fetching I die alone in a casket
My life a movie on go so I'm a different Jurassic
My nose is running molasses I'm dozing off making classics
My future bright never static
Every month is March Madness
I make shit happen fuck waiting fought all my battles no escaping
I had to use my five senses like a teen that is vaping
I'm fatigue muscles shaking
People leave I keep raking
I'm the worlds deviation a different breed and creation
Like acting people keep faking relationships just vacations
I'm really losing my patience but I'm still pushing for changes
It's many kids that are brainless I see no kids outside playing
The world is changing and changing I get what Tupac was saying
I'm in the front like Rosa I'm studying prints like Hova
My vintage vents are my closure I always keep my composure
I'm a popular loner
I'm a lonely soldier the only one in this coaster I keep
Killing like vultures I do this all for the culture
I'm as strong as a boulder
Butterfly on my shoulder I smell success I'm the odor
I got folders of songs
Where I'm at I belong
Trust in God til I'm gone but I'll still live through these songs
Bar after bar connect like chords on guitars
I'm really chasing ambitions
You can call me Ja'Marr
You can't take an extension to reach my talent too far
Why would I shoot on the ground if I can shoot for the stars
Wasted potential is me not using my pencil
When I pick up that pencil I get
So influential the health I target is mental
I'm irritated like pimples world separated like dimples I feel the pain in my temple
I'm the most hated
Never celebrated
When I leave home I feel lost like Vegas
All my ups straighten
No life or death debating
Got sky limitations
I don't change like daylight savings
Seeing angels not no ravens shot my shot at this Jamaican
Her response I'm still waiting Took that L for motivation
Everyday a transformation learning from my observations
Stacking up on information always lead by demonstrations