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Aah!
Aah!
Aah!

Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated

I place blame on you still, place shame on you still
Feel like you ain't shit, feel like you don't feel
Confidence in yourself, breakin' on marble floors
Watchin' anonymous strangers, tellin' me that I'm yours
But you ain't shit, I'm convinced your tolerance nothin' special
What can I blame you for? Nigga, I can name several
Situations, I'll start with your little sister bakin'
A baby inside, just a teenager, where your patience?
Where was your antennas? Where was the influence you speak of?
You preached in front of 100,000 but never reached her
I fuckin' tell you, you fuckin' failure—you ain't no leader!
I never liked you, forever despise you—I don't need you!
The world don't need you, don't let them deceive you
Numbers lie too, fuck your pride too, that's for dedication
Thought money would change you
Made you more complacent
Fuckin' hate you, I hope you embrace it
I swear

Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated

Lovin' you, lovin' you, not lovin' you, 100 proof
(I can feel your vibe and recognize that you're ashamed of me
(Yes, I hate you, too)

(Loving you ain't really complicated)
Housekeeping, housekeeping (what I got to do to get to you?)
¡Abre la puerta! ¡Abre la puerta tengo que limpiar el cuarto! (To you)
¡Es que no hay mucho tiempo tengo que limpiar el cuarto! (Loving you ain't really complicated)
¡Disculpe!
(What I got to do to get to you?)
(To you)

You the reason why mama and them leavin'
No, you ain't shit, you say you love them, I know you don't mean it
I know you're irresponsible, selfish, in denial, can't help it
Your trials and tribulations a burden, everyone felt it
Everyone heard it, multiple shots, corners cryin' out
You was deserted, where was your antennas again?
Where was your presence? Where was your support that you pretend?
You ain’t no brother, you ain’t no disciple, you ain’t no friend
A friend never leave Compton for profit
Or leave his best friend, little brother
You promised you’d watch him before they shot him
Where was your antennas?
On the road, bottles and bitches
You FaceTimed him one time, that's unforgiven
You even FaceTimed instead of a hospital visit
Guess you thought he would recover well
Third surgery, they couldn't stop the bleeding for real
Then he died, God himself will say, "You fuckin' failed"
You ain't try

I know your secrets, nigga
Mood swings is frequent, nigga
I know depression is restin' on your heart for two reasons, nigga
I know you and a couple block boys ain't been speakin', nigga
Y'all damn near beefin', I see it and you're the reason, nigga
And if this bottle could talk
I cry myself to sleep
Bitch, everything is your fault
Faults breakin' to pieces, earthquakes on every weekend
Because you shook as soon as you knew confinement was needed
I know your secrets
Don't let me tell them to the world about that shit you thinkin'
And that time you
I'm 'bout to hurl
I'm fucked up, but I ain't as fucked up as you
You just can't get right, I think your heart made of bullet proof
Should've killed yo' ass a long time ago
You should've felt that black revolver blast a long time ago
And if those mirrors could talk it'd say, "You gotta go"
And if I told your secrets
The world'll know money can't stop a suicidal weakness

[Перевод песни Kendrick Lamar – «u»]

[Интро: Kendrick Lamar]
*Крик*

[Припев: Kendrick Lamar]
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить

[Куплет 1: Kendrick Lamar]
Я все еще виню тебя, все еще стыжу тебя
Кажется, что ты ничтожество, кажется, что ты
Неуверен в себе, падаешь на мраморный пол
Смотришь, как незнакомцы, говорят мне, что я твоя
Но ты ничтожество, я уверена в твоей терпимости ничего особенного
За что мне винить тебя? Нигга, у меня куча причин
Ситуации, начну с твоей младшей сестры
Ребенок внутри, просто подросток, где твое терпение?
Где были твои антенны?
Где было влияние, о котором ты говорил?
Ты проповедовал напротив сотен тысяч, но так и не достучался до нее
Я, блять, говорю тебе, ты ебаный провал— никакой ты не лидер!
Я никогда не любил тебя, всегда презирал тебя— я не нуждаюсь в тебе!
Ты не нужен миру, не позволяй им обмануть тебя
Цифры врут тоже, нахуй твою гордость, самоотверженность тоже
Думал деньги тебя изменят, удовлетворят тебя
Я, блять, ненавижу тебя, надеюсь ты осознаешь это
Клянусь—

[Припев: Kendrick Lamar]
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить
Тебя трудно любить, тебя трудно любить

[Пост-припев: Kendrick Lamar]
Любить тебя, любить тебя, не люблю тебя, стопудово
Я понимаю тебя и осознаю, что ты стыдишься меня
Да, я ненавижу тебя тоже

[Брейк: Jessica Vielmas]
(Любить тебя не так уж и сложно)
"Уборка номеров, уборка номеров"
(Что нужно сделать чтобы достучаться до тебя?)
"Открой дверь! Открой дверь! Мне нужно убрать твою комнату"
(До тебя)
"У меня мало времени"
(Любить тебя не так уж и сложно)
"Извините!"
(Что нужно сделать чтобы достучаться до тебя?)
(До тебя)

[Смена бита]

[Куплет 2: Kendrick Lamar]
Ты причина из-за которой мама и остальные уезжают?
Нет, ты ничтожество, ты сказал, что ты любишь их, но я знаю ты не имеешь это ввиду
Я знаю, что ты безответственный, эгоистичный, все отрицаешь, ничем не могу помочь
Твои испытания и невзгоды – обуза, все это почувствовали
Все это услышали, очередь выстрелов, улицы плачут
Ты их оставил, где были твои антенны опять?
Где был ты? Где была поддержка, которую ты изображаешь?
Ты никакой не брат, никакой не сторонник, никакой не друг
Друг никогда не оставит Комптон ради успеха, и не оставит лучшего друга, младший брат
Ты обещал, что присмотришь за ним, до того как его застрелили
Где были твои антенны? В дороге, бутылках и суках
Ты созвонился с ним всего раз, это непростительно
Ты даже созвонился, а не навестил его в больнице
Дай угадаю, думал, что он поправится?
Третья операция, они реально не могли остановить кровотечение
Затем он умер, Бог лично скажет, "Ты провалился к хуям", ты даже не пытался

[Брейк]
*Шмыгает носом*

[Куплет 3: Kendrick Lamar]
Я знаю твои секреты, нигга, частые перемены настроения, нигга
Я знаю, что депрессия грузом на твоем сердце по двум причинам, нигга
Я знаю, что ты и пара уличных парней заткнулись, нигга
Вы чертовски близки к ссоре, я вижу это и ты тому причина, нигга
И если бы эта бутылка могла говорить *глоток*
Я рыдаю пока не засну, сука, во всем виноват ты
Ошибки разламываются на куски, землетрясения каждые выходные
Потому что тебя затрясло, как ты узнал, что заключение необходимо
Я знаю твои секреты, не заставляй меня рассказывать всему миру
О том дерьме, что ты думаешь, и в этот раз ты *глоток*, меня вот-вот стошнит
Я проебался, но я проебался точно также, как и ты
Ты ничего не можешь исправить, думаю твое сердце пуленепробиваемо
Надо было убить тебя давным-давно
Ты должен был почувствовать на себе выстрел того черного револьвера давным-давно
И если бы эти зеркала говорили, они бы сказали "Тебе пора"
И если бы я рассказал твои секреты, мир бы узнал, что деньги не могут избавить от суицидальных мыслей

[Produced by Taz Arnold & Whoarei; Additional production by Sounwave]

[Screams]

[Hook]
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated
Loving you is complicated, loving you is complicated

[Verse 1]
I place blame on you still, place shame on you still
Feel like you ain't shit, feel like you don't feel
Confidence in yourself, breakin' on marble floors
Watchin' anonymous strangers, tellin' me that I'm yours
But you ain't shit, I'm convinced your tolerance nothin' special
What can I blame you for, nigga I can name several
Situations, I'll start with your little sister bakin'
A baby inside, just a teenager, where your patience?
Where was your antennas, where was the influence you speak of?
You preached in front of 100,000 but never reached her
I fuckin' tell you, you fuckin' failure—you ain't no leader!
I never liked you, forever despise you—I don't need you!
The world don't need you, don't let them deceive you
Numbers lie too, fuck your pride too, that's for dedication
Thought money would change you, made you more complacent
I fuckin' hate you, I hope you embrace it
I swear

[Hook]

[Bridge]
Lovin' you, lovin' you, not lovin' you, 100° proof
I can feel your vibe and recognize that you're ashamed of me
Yes, I hate you, too

[Skit]
House keeping
*knocks*
House keeping
¡Abre la puerta! ¡Abre la puerta tengo que limpiar el cuarto!
¡Es que no hay mucho tiempo tengo que limpiar el cuarto!
¡Disculpe!

[Verse 2]
You the reason why mama and them leavin'
No you ain't shit, you say you love them, I know you don't mean it
I know you're irresponsible, selfish, in denial, can't help it
Your trials and tribulations a burden, everyone felt it
Everyone heard it, multiple shots, corners cryin' out
You was deserted, where was your antennas again?
Where was your presence, where was your support that you pretend?
You ain’t no brother, you ain’t no disciple, you ain’t no friend
A friend never leave Compton for profit or leave his best friend
Little brother, you promised you’d watch him before they shot him
Where was your antennas, on the road, bottles and bitches
You faced time the one time, that's unforgiven
You even Facetimed instead of a hospital visit
Guess you thought he would recover well
Third surgery, they couldn't stop the bleeding for real
Then he died, God himself will say "you fuckin' failed"
You ain't try

[Verse 3]
I know your secrets nigga
Mood swings is frequent nigga
I know depression is restin' on your heart for two reasons nigga
I know you and a couple block boys ain't been speakin' nigga
Y'all damn near beefin', I seen it and you're the reason nigga
And if this bottle could talk *gulp* I cry myself to sleep
Bitch everything is your fault
Faults breakin' to pieces, earthquakes on every weekend
Because you shook as soon as you knew confinement was needed
I know your secrets
Don't let me tell them to the world about that shit you thinkin'
And that time you *gulp* I'm bout to hurl
I'm fucked up, but I ain't as fucked up as you
You just can't get right, I think your heart made of bullet proof
Shoulda killed yo ass a long time ago
You shoulda feeled that black revolver blast a long time ago
And if those mirrors could talk it would say "you gotta go"
And if I told your secrets
The world'll know money can't stop a suicidal weaknessTłumaczenie i adnotacje na Rap Genius Polska

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[Hook]
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli

[Verse 1]
Hatayı hala sende buluyorum, sana yazıklar olsun
Bir halt değilmişsin gibi hissediyorum, hissetmediğini hissediyorum
Kendine güven, mermer zeminde parçalanıyorsun
Gizlice yabancıları izliyorum; bana, sana ait olduğumu söylüyorlar
Ama sen bir halt değilsin, toleransının bir halt olmadığına ikna oldum
Seni ne için suçlayabilirim? Zenci, birkaç tane sayabilirim
Küçük kız kardeşinle başlayacağım
İçinde bir bebek, daha gencecikti, sabrın neredeydi?
Antenlerin neredeydi?
Şu konuştuğun nüfuzun neredeydi?
Yüz binlerce insana vaaz verdin ama asla ona ulaşmadın
Sana söylüyorum lan, sikik yüz karası—sen lider falan değilsin!
Seni hiç sevmedim, seni hep küçük gördüm—sana ihtiyacım yok!
Dünyanın sana ihtiyacı yok, seni kandırmasınlar
Rakamlar da yalan, gururunu da sikeyim, bu sadece çalışmalarının sonucu
Paranın seni değiştireceğini düşünmüştüm
Seni halinden memnun yapacağını düşünmüştüm
Senden nefret ediyorum, umarım bunu kabullenirsin
Yemin ederim ki—

[Hook]
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli
Seni sevmek çetrefilli, seni sevmek çetrefilli

[Bridge]
Seni sevmek, seni sevmek, seni sevmemek, 100 proof
Enerjini hissedebiliyorum ve benden utandığının farkındayım
Evet, ben de senden nefret ediyorum

[Break: Jessica Vielmas]
(Seni sevmek aslında çetrefilli değil)
Oda servisi, oda servisi
(Sana ulaşabilmek için ne yapmam gerekiyor?)
Kapıyı açın! Kapıyı açın, odayı temizlemem gerekiyor!
(Sana)
Odayı temizlemek için çok zamanım yok!
(Seni sevmek aslında çetrefilli değil)
Affedersiniz!
(Sana ulaşabilmek için ne yapmam gerekiyor?)
(Sana)

[Verse 2]
Annemin ve onların terk etmesinin sebebi sensin
Bir halt değilsin sen, onları sevdiğini söylüyorsun
Ciddi olmadığını biliyorum
Sorumsuz, bencil, inkar eden biri olduğunu biliyorum, buna yardım edemem
Senin problemlerin bir yük, herkes bunu hissetti
Herkes duydu; birkaç atışını, köşelerde ağlayışını
Terkedilmiş haldeydin, tekrar soruyorum, antenlerin neredeydi?
Tavrın neredeydi?
Şu olduğunu sandığın desteğin neredeydi?
Sen kardeş falan değilsin, yandaş değilsin
Sen arkadaş değilsin
Arkadaş dediğin asla para için Compton’ı terk etmez
Ya da en iyi arkadaşını, küçük kardeşini terk etmez
Onlar onu vurmadan önce ona göz kulak olacağına söz vermiştin
Antenlerin neredeydi?
Yollarda, şişelerde ve kaltaklarda
Onu bir kere FaceTime’dan aradın, bu affedilemez
Hatta hastane ziyareti yerine FaceTime’dan aradın
Sanırım iyileşeceğini düşünmüştün
Üçüncü ameliyatı, kanamayı durduramadılar
Sonrasında öldü, Tanrı’nın kendisi sana diyecek ki: “Başarısız oldun lan!”
Denemedin

[Verse 3]
Sırlarını biliyorum zenci
Ruh halinin sürekli değiştiğini biliyorum zenci
Depresyonun iki nedenden dolayı içini yediğini biliyorum zenci
Senin ve sokaktan bazılarının bir süredir konuşmadığınızı biliyorum zenci
Kavga etmeye çok yakınsınız, gördüm ve sebebi sensin zenci
Ve eğer bu şişe konuşabilseydi *yutkunma* ağlayarak uyuyorum
Kaltak, her şey senin hatan
Hatalar parçalara ayrılıyor, her hafta sonu depremler yaratıyor
Çünkü sen sınırlamanın gerekli olduğunu öğrendiğin gibi sarstın
Sırlarını biliyorum, bana o düşündüğün haltı dünyaya söyletme
Ve senin o zamanda... *yutkunma* kusmak üzereyim
Ben boktan bir haldeyim ama senin kadar değil
Sen doğru yola giremiyorsun, sanırım senin kalbin kurşungeçirmez
Seni uzun zaman önce öldürmeliydim
Siyah revolverin patlayışını uzun zaman önce hissetmeliydin
Ve eğer şu aynalar konuşabilseydi derlerdi ki: “Senin gitmen gerekiyor!”
Ve eğer sırlarını söyleseydim
Paranın intihar eğilimini durduramayacağını tüm dünya bilirdi

[Çeviren: Mustafa Alaca]